i think i want to go to waffle house, and get waffles.
i just might do that.
my life is falling apart. we have exams this week, and i'm going to fail everything. *sigh* school is too stressful. life is too stressful. i'm dying. i haven't been able to sleep i like two weeks. i just want to curl up and go too sleep and not wake up until next week. Im 90% sure im failing AP Euro, which sucks. its not like i don't try in there, its just so hard. roar.
So, Colten texted me last night. i almost died. he is moving schools. he is leaving me, all alone. I am freaking out. I cried so hard i threw up, and now i cant even think. life is so unfair. I mean, i guess it could be a good thing, not having to see him everyday.
not to see him walk by like i am invisible
not to see him talking to those stupid b****es
not to see him look at me then avert his eyes when i notice.
not to see him not care.
im honestly suprised he even though to tell me.
we were BEST FRIENDS.
He is the farthest i have ever let anybody inside. ever.
he knows more about me than any of my other friends added up together.
we were so close. so,so,soo close. I felt like i could tell him anything. i did tell him anything. i wonder if he even realized how close i held him to my heart.
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